Thanks and I’ve kind of tried telling him I’d drive to his place, I told him I’d come over and help him fix stuff even though he’d have to show me how and what to do and he just said “you either do it my way or not at all and there wont be any talking just work getting done” and I just didn’t feel like talking back and saying “well that’s ok I don’t mind” but I’d probably end up feeling like I’m in the way or slow him down. Idk :/ thank you
Another little issue in my head idk what to do bout :/
So my BF told me last week I probably won’t see him for bout a month cause hay cutting is next month for his farm and he has to get everything ready for it. Then he has to go away to North Carolina for the corps in 2weeks. So when he gets home after being in NC he’s gonna cut all the hay and all that stuff and get it ready to sell and packed up.
Now my issue is that he’ll take a whole weekend out for his buddy’s annual get together for memorial weekend but won’t take at least an hour to spend time with me.
Now I know he’s got all this shit to get done and ready and I know he doesn’t see his friends very often. But it wouldn’t hurt to just drive 15-2o minutes to see me for at least an hour or so.
And I probably won’t tell him it’s a problem cause I really have no tolerance for drama and that’s the last thing I want to do right now and fight for time being spent with me. And it is only a month at most I probably won’t see him and I think I can handle that, I’ll just miss him :/ also my depression has been on a high kick the past week and I’m kind of trying to not shut down like I sometimes do.
What’s y’all’s opinions on this? Should I let him know how I feel? Or should I just not say anything at all? :/
I just told my marine that I’d dream of him when I get home from my half day of school tomorrow lol and I can feel my face turn red x)
It’s been hell of a damned week and I just miss him :/ damned marine corps and all the farm equipment he has to fix takin up all his time :(